urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair Other times I feel ugly and somehow everyone can see that. you'd be cuter if i shot you in the face 2005-06-12T18:51:42Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:24307 2005-06-12T18:51:42Z 2005-06-12T18:51:42Z It was familiar to me, the smoke too thick to breathe. The tile floors glistened; I slowly stirred my drink. And when you started to sing, you spoke with broken speech that I could not understand, and then you grabbed me tightly.<br /><br />I won't let go, I won't let go. Even if you say so, oh no. I've tried and tried with no results. I won't let go, I won't let go.<br /><br />He then played every song from 1993. The crowd applauded as he curtsied bashfully. Your eyelashes tickled my neck with every nervous blink, and it was perfect until the telephone started<br /><br />Ringing ringing ringing ringing ringing off ... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:23889 2005-06-09T06:53:43Z 2005-06-09T06:53:43Z dashboard fucking confessional? Stumble around the neighborhood with nothing to do. You're always looking for something to sniff, smoke, or swallow. Calling over next door, see what they got. You'll settle for anything that'll make your brain slow down or stop. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:23644 2005-04-24T03:09:51Z 2005-04-24T03:09:51Z sorry that i've become this monster. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:23465 2005-03-26T07:35:45Z 2005-03-26T07:35:45Z Remember when life was good? urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:22306 2004-10-14T12:18:44Z 2004-10-14T12:18:44Z <i><small>let's just forget <br />everything said<br />and everything we did<br />best friends, better halves, goodbyes<br /><br />and the autumn night<br />when we realized<br />we were falling out of love<br /><br />there were some things<br />that were said<br />that weren't meant<br />like we never did<br /><br />not to be<br />overly dramatic<br /><br />i just think it's best<br />cause you can't miss what you forget<br /><br />so let's just pretend<br />everything and anything<br />between you and me <br />was never meant</i></small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:22264 2004-10-12T00:56:04Z 2004-10-12T00:57:03Z <img src="http://www.art-dept.com/artists/giacobbe/portfolio/images/ag.04.jpg"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:20922 2004-09-26T18:50:58Z 2004-09-26T18:50:58Z elliott smith - needle in the hay the screen enclosure is being ripped apart, piece by piece. and i can't watch it happen, because i know i can't do anything about it. it is fucking depressing. insurance won't cover this. it's bending and collapsing. and there's nothing i can do to stop it. i've never felt so defenseless. i fucking hate these hurricanes. i hate this town. i can't stay here much longer. it's driving me mad. elliott smith isn't helping me much either. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:20571 2004-09-14T03:06:09Z 2004-09-14T03:06:09Z Dear Friend,<br />How are you ?and how is your family, hope they are fine too.For purpose<br />of introduction, My name is VERO AIGBE.I wanted to discuss something<br />with<br />you,thats really bothering me.I know you will be supprise how i got<br />your<br />email address,but dont be suprise i got it while i was browsing along<br />the<br />net also i know this sound somehow strange to you because we have not<br />met<br />phisically.But i promise to be nice.<br />I am about to tell you something that i have not discuss with anyone<br />.My<br />father(MR JAMES AIGBE) was a big time farmer in southafrica,he uses<br />most<br />of southafrica land for farming.The Government in south africa gave him<br />those lands for farming, and he will pay back when he got the money.My<br />father<br />was very successfull in the farming business and he paid back.<br />Some top officials in the Government were Jealous of him because of his<br />wealth.They wanted him to do a rotegated business with them but he<br />refuse<br />,so they planned to kill him and claim all his wealth in south<br />africa.On<br />his way home one day he was coming from work they shot him , and he was<br />rushed to the hospital but he did not survived it .But before they<br />killed<br />him he saw it coming and deposited most of his fund on a consignment in<br />a security company in Holland.He died in the hospital ,But before he<br />died<br />he gave me the conact information of the security company ,as the only<br />daugther.<br />Those people were looking for me and my family and we ran to Nigeria<br />for<br />safety.My lawyer contacted the security company some weeks back on how<br />i<br />could claim the consignment and they told him that i need a beneficiary<br />outside Africa for security reasons.And i dont have anyone outside<br />africa<br />that will stand for me as a beneficiary.They said the money was too big<br />($20m)My father never told me the amount of the money i was so shock.My<br />lawyer told me to look for a beneficiary.That is my problem now,am<br />willing<br />to give $7m for the person that will help the family.Please if u can<br />help<br />me in any way i will appreciate it alot.I will like to hear from u<br />soon,with<br />your full name and phone number,for easy contact with you ok.<br /><br />Please reply me via my alternative email<br />address(veroaig@excite.com).<br />Sincerely,<br />VERO AIGBE. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:19776 2004-09-01T03:12:38Z 2004-09-01T03:12:38Z emiliana torrini - if you go away i like how nothing good comes to me. but the shitty people get everything they want. how does that work? maybe i'll start being a two faced cunt and then i'll be happy. is that how it works? this is making me angry. i've been trying so hard, thinking good thoughts, forgetting the bad in people. and for what? nothing. i get nothing. i don't know what else to do. maybe actually putting in effort is what is screwing me over. maybe being a "good" person isn't all it's cracked up to be. i don't understand anymore. and as soon as i say things will change, things will get better, everything gets worse and deteriorates. i didn't really get my hopes up, i just feel like i'm in the same place as i was a year ago. and that isn't exactly where i'd like to be right now ..<br /><br />i need a hobby, badly. or else i'm going to end up driving myself nuts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:18982 2004-08-16T00:51:04Z 2004-08-16T00:51:04Z so my dad made me clean up the patio with him. the truth is, i think he just wanted company. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:18584 2004-08-02T23:19:03Z 2004-08-02T23:19:03Z school isn't tomorrow. losers. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:17993 2004-07-30T14:17:39Z 2004-07-30T14:17:39Z bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in dragbob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag bob saget in drag.<br /><br />i won the cat stevens shirt on ebay. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:16009 2004-07-10T04:37:46Z 2004-07-10T04:37:46Z <b><big>98% of the teenage population has tried pot. If you're part of the 2% that hasn't, copy this into your journal.</b></big> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:15713 2004-07-08T21:19:11Z 2004-07-08T21:19:11Z <p>I hate my life now.</p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:15308 2004-07-07T05:02:15Z 2004-07-07T05:02:15Z <pre style="FONT: 12px arial">Don't hold on And go get strong <strong>Well, don't you know That there is no Modern romance</strong> Time Time is gone It stops, stops who it wants Well, I was wrong <font size="7">It never lasts</font> And there is no Well, this is no Modern romance And time <strong><em>Time is gone</em></strong> It never lasts <strong><em>Stops who it wants Well, I was wrong</em></strong> It never lasts This is no There is no Modern romance </pre> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:15102 2004-07-04T05:37:43Z 2004-07-04T05:37:43Z Death Cab for Cutie - Coney Island You're so much like her (in a good way) that it scares me a little. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:14769 2004-06-30T06:56:22Z 2004-06-30T06:56:22Z Lee snoring awaaaaaaaaaaaay I like the taste of tears. And blood. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:14573 2004-06-20T21:09:44Z 2004-06-20T21:09:44Z I earn my keep by hunting geckos in the sky. <br /><br /><br />But be careful! They are known for biting! <br /><br /><br />Ouch! <br /><br /><br />Jesus freaks out in the streets. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:14265 2004-06-20T02:14:51Z 2004-06-20T02:14:51Z I am never relying on you for anything, you piece of shit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:13978 2004-06-17T04:17:40Z 2004-06-17T04:17:40Z stop being such a nigger.<br /><br />stop posting so many pictures of your ugly face.<br /><br />stop having so much self esteem.<br /><br />stop playing games with my head.<br /><br />stop listening to dashboard confessional.<br /><br />stop relying on people.<br /><br />stop getting hurt.<br /><br />stop getting attached.<br /><br />stop remembering.<br /><br />stop forgetting.<br /><br />stop whining.<br /><br />stop breathing?<br /><br />hahaha. not me. you! <br /><br />maybe i should lj cut this but i don't want to and if you don't like it, then you can suck my dick. <br /><br />:D <br /><br />tomorrow is stormy's birthday. he will be nine. and that is sixty three in dog years. holy moly. he is an old poodle. it's sad that animals don't have a lot of time with us, you know? yeah.<br /><br />do you ever think about how many birthdays you will have? how far up you get before you get hit by a bus or die of aids or something. i think about that all time. will i make it to fifty? sixty? probably not. who knows? maybe i will die tomorrow. maybe i'll die next year. it's so odd never knowing. but if i had the chance to find out, i wouldn't. yeah. frightening. <br /><br /><i>HI TALK TO ME PLEASE WELL IF YOURE NOT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WANT YOU TO HAVE A MERRY CHRISTMAS PLEASE TALK TO ME ITS DOMMMMMMMMM !!!! </i><br /><br />yeah. thank you for losing contact with me and forgetting my birthday and such. and i was there for your birth. i am glad to know that you still care. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:13815 2004-06-16T03:27:58Z 2004-06-16T03:27:58Z Dashboard Confessional - Standard Lines <small>Which of the bold faced lies will we use? <br /><b>I hope that you're happy, you really deserve it, <br />this will be the best for us both in the end. </b><br /><br />But your taste still lingers on my lips like I just placed them upon yours <br />and I starve for you. <br />But this new diet's liquid <br />and dulling to the senses. <br />And it's crude but it will do. <br /><br />Which of the standard lines will we use? <br /><b>I've been meaning to call you. I've just been so busy. <br />We'll catch up soon. <br />Let's make it a point to. </b><br /><br />Everyone is so sad now. And I don't know how to make anyone feel better because I am feeling the same way myself. It really takes a toll on you after awhile. I want to be there for them. But I don't know. I just want to be selfish right now.</small> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:13442 2004-06-12T04:05:13Z 2004-06-12T04:05:13Z I felt your shape. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:12831 2004-05-26T04:54:22Z 2004-05-26T04:54:22Z JKWON DO <p><img src="http://img25.photobucket.com/albums/v74/buttnuggets/kitty.jpg"></p> <p>plz gimmie this pussy cat. i don't care if it's not real. find me one. </p> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:12679 2004-05-25T02:34:31Z 2004-05-25T02:34:31Z YEAH YEAH YEAH'S - BLACK TONGUE my favorite color is brown urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:wheel_chair:12403 2004-05-02T23:29:18Z 2004-05-02T23:29:18Z don't know if i can do this.